I remember it was the end of September. The wind was not strong, but it blew accurately. It blew into my room and into the card pool.

Mingchao version 1.3 has been updated. I opened the game very lightly, just like the first time I fell in love with someone ten years ago – accidentally, without plan.

Her name is Shouanren.

This name is very long, like someone who is not very willing to be remembered. She is a healer, five stars, diffraction attribute, and uses a sound sensor. She has no big skills, no stunning pictures. She just stands there, can heal, can support, and can also turn into a butterfly and disappear in the air.

Sometimes I wonder if that butterfly will feel tired too?

She hasn’t appeared in the plot yet, but I have memorized her standing posture. Very quiet, like a person waiting for a bus at the intersection at three o’clock in the morning, no one knows how long she has been waiting, and no one knows who she is waiting for.

I tried to draw her. On September 29, the system opened on time, and I clicked ten times, again and again. She didn’t come. Someone else came, a character I didn’t hate and didn’t care much about. Just like those people you missed in life, you know they are good people, but you are not waiting for them.

Someone said that you can recharge on Treabar, with discounts and fast. I clicked on the webpage and looked at the flashing number – 20% discount, three minutes to arrive. I hesitated for ten seconds, then closed the page. It’s not because it’s expensive, but because I suddenly didn’t want to get her so urgently.

I want to wait and see if she will come by herself.

Then it was October, and the wind on the 24th was a little colder than in September.

Yuhu is online. Four stars, condensation attribute, with arm armor. She is not as floating as the shore guard, she is heavier. She fights very solidly, can also heal people, and can double the attack of teammates. She doesn’t steal the spotlight, but her presence makes others play better.

I drew her quickly.

When she appeared on the screen, the background was gray-blue, just like a rainy day in the south in my memory. She didn’t say anything, nor did she make any extra movements. She just looked at me, like someone standing behind you silently for many years until you finally look back.

I didn’t cheer. I just quietly put down my phone and made a cup of tea. The wind outside the window was still blowing, neither fast nor slow, like a letter that was sent to an unknown place.

Many people say that card drawing depends on probability, but I don’t believe it. I think we already know who will come and who won’t.

The shore guard didn’t come. She is still in the card pool, just like some people, you know they are still in this world, but you can never find them again.

Yuhu came. She stayed, in the team that I logged into the game every day, silent, reliable, and reassuring.

Sometimes you draw cards not to become stronger, but for a thought.

They are not characters, they are sections of time, and the echo of a conversation in your heart that has not been finished.

When she appeared, the wind just passed by.

I didn’t catch up with the wind. But I remember her name.